Writing

  • Northern Lights in May

    Northern Lights in May

    A golden and warm sun rose early on the first day of summer, May Day. The distant hum of a lawnmower reminds me of how much the lawn is part of this country's identity. Think cricket and the sound of leather and cork on willow, cucumber sandwiches and Earl Grey, afternoon strolls around the park, strawberries and cream. Antidotes to unpredictable weather.

    It is blowing a howling, living gale outside. Our two puppy dogs think that wolves are about. Ferries have given up sailing to the islands, trucks are travelling by the low road and white horses ride the waves. Rudyard Kipling evoked the destructive possibilities of the sea in his poem, White Horses. Migrants from Africa, escaping to Europe and fleeing from fear, poverty, dispossession, know about white horses only too well. And still they ride the waves every day…some never reach the shore.

    ‘Be tough on immigration’ say those who believe that a mixture of boat tow-backs and harsh detention centres on remote islands is the solution to stop people smugglers and prevent deaths at sea. The delusional seduction of ivory towers.

    In 1915, Kipling’s son, John, serving with the Irish Guards, went missing in action at the Battle of Loos. Kipling later served on the Imperial War Graves Commission and chose some words from Ecclesiasticus, which have been inscribed on many war memorials since: 'Their Name Liveth For Evermore'.

    The names of those who died because of the badly planned, ill-conceived and disastrous Gallipoli campaign were remembered here on April 25th as they were in the Southern Hemisphere and elsewhere. After nine months of bloody slaughter, Winston Churchill, the ambitious First Lord of the Admiralty resigned. He lived to fight another day of course, spurred on by keeping a whisky going throughout the day.

    The 70th anniversary of VE Day was commemorated last week. A fleeting, heady celebration back then, masking the loss and regret, the dispossession and homelessness, the anger and frustration. Churchill and his Conservative Party were heavily defeated in the 1945 General Election. There is a time for everything and everyone.  

    Another Conservative Prime Minister, Margaret Thatcher, apparently read all 845 of Kipling’s poems on a short summer holiday in 1976. It must have been raining. The new Members of Parliament, recently elected in the General Election in the UK haven’t had time to read poetry. The posturing and bargaining has started, superseding news from the far South of John Key’s ongoing Ponytail-gate saga.

    Prince Harry though has been basking in the limelight of an Aotearoan sun. With Uncle away, the new Royal baby brightened the nation’s mood here. Charlotte Elizabeth Diana weighed in at 8lbs 3oz. Her mother, Catherine emerged from hospital, a few hours after giving birth, looking beautifully blessed. Her father too. They are sheltering trees where their little daughter’s fledgling heart can rest.    

    On this Ascension Sunday, I have been asked to christen a baby girl called Emily who was born on the Feast of Stephen. She came into the world, like a Christmas rose, petals unfolding, gentle and fragrant. Her parents’ love and kindness has come into blossom.  

    If her destiny is sheltered, I pray that the grace of this privilege may reach and bless other children who will be born and raised in torn and forlorn places.

    ©Hilary Oxford Smith
    May 2015

    Image: Findochty, Sally Gunn  

  • Moments: From Vézelay to Bethany

    Moments: From Vézelay to Bethany

    Lection: St. Luke 24: 44 – 53

    I recall waking up in the little 9th century village of Vézelay in France to the sound of bells pealing, swallows flying in and out of windows, people climbing up the steep hill to the glorious Benedictine-Cluniac church which crowned it, dogs barking, and voices happy. Why? What? "L'Ascension," the villagers said. I had quite forgotten that it was Ascension Day. La Basilica de Sainte Marie-Madeleine is a beacon of Christianity. as was her namesake, Mary Magdalene. That day it was full of pilgrims, believers, visitors. And in no time, I was singing with them, in the cool of the sanctuary, while outside the grapes felt the early day's hot sun.

    Ascension Day was observed on Thursday, 21st May - the 40th day after Easter and ten days before Pentecost.  Although people in many countries across the world enjoy a public holiday on this day, notable exceptions are the United Kingdom, Australia, Aotearoa New Zealand, the United States and Canada. However, there was a time in England when all the village schoolchildren trooped to church on Ascension Day, sang a few Wesley alleluias and afterwards were released in a rush to play, ride bikes, do anything they liked.

    Since Jesus' death, his disciples and companions had been on an emotional rollercoaster. There was the disappearance of his body from the tomb and then his unsettling and incredulous resurrection appearances in Jerusalem and Galilee. They had experienced the sadness of his absence and also the joy of his presence. It must have been a very disconcerting and bewildering time for them.

    The death of someone we love is one of life's most difficult experiences. We have to adjust and adapt to a new way of living and being. We become vulnerable to the absence of our loved one because we so deeply desire their presence. Yet somehow, the connections remain. No longer near to us physically, the painful longing of their absence somehow keeps them spiritually near to us, and we still belong with them. As time passes, we gradually learn acquaintance with the invisible form of the person we have lost and the wounds of grief that we have endured, slowly begin to heal. In the rhythm and mystery of eternal love, absence turns into an awareness of presence.

    Jesus instinctively understood the nature of loss and the ache of grief. He knew that he had to farewell his disciples and all who loved him. So he nurtured and encouraged them with words of hope which the gospel writer Luke records,

    45 Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. 46 He told them, "This is what is written: The Messiah will suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, 47 and repentance for the forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. 48 You are witnesses of these things. 49 I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.

    Before, Jesus had spoken to the disciples about what was to happen, but they had not fully understood. So he chose to take them to Bethany, a place to which he withdrew on more than one occasion and which was also home to his dear friends Mary, Martha, and Lazarus. It was a place where the fullness of Jesus' divinity and his humanity came into sharp focus. In his raising of Lazarus, Jesus displayed his power over death. There was also the gift of a woman's anointing that he graciously received there, a few days before he died. In friendship with his three friends, he revealed himself as someone who took solace and delight in their human company. Bethany stood as a place of divine love, forgiveness and healing, of restoration of life, peace and justice, of hospitality and friendship and miracles. The disciples had been witnesses to these beautiful blessings.

    Luke tells us that after blessing them, Jesus took his leave of these companions who had accompanied him on his earthly path. He is carried up to heaven to take his place with his Father. Jesus also took our humanity with him, drawing us into his nature, that we might become a blessing, as the body of Christ in the world; heaven's company on earth, living and working, praying and loving, with grace, in the places where the Spirit of Jesus is – in our hearts, in our homes, our workplaces, our communities, our churches, and in the whole of creation.

    I think that Jesus' leaving was part of the blessing. The blessing could not have happened any other way than by his departure, by his letting go of the ones whom he loved and whom he would never stop loving but had to release into their own lives so that they could enter into the blessing and live it out on earth.

    You and I know how the continuing story unfolds. The day will come for the disciples, when breath will fill their lungs as it never had before. With their own ears, they will hear new and startling words come to them. They will dream dreams and see the world ablaze with blessing. But they didn't know all of this and I'm sure that in the leaving of their teacher and friend, they probably felt an indescribable intensity of emotion, an awful, inner quiet. No more dropping in for bread and wine at supper, no more walks with Jesus or fish breakfasts on the beach and no more enigmatic conversations.

    They could never have imagined what lay ahead. They lived in an interim time, where everything seemed withheld, the way forward still not fully revealed to them. Yet they did what Jesus asked of them. They returned to Jerusalem. In the temple, they worshipped him and blessed God. They stilled themselves. They waited patiently.  So must we.

    In the leaving,
    in the letting go,
    let there be this to hold onto:

    the enduring of love,
    the persisting of hope,
    the remembering of joy,
    the offering of gratitude,
    the receiving of grace
    the blessing of peace,

    Amen.

    ©Hilary Oxford Smith
    Image  La Basilique de Vézelay, UNESCO